it's mid september?!
where did my month go?
ok... first off. i owe a few of you some things....
first off, ANGIE! happy birthday (again) girl. your embellies go out this weekend! Thanks barb for organizing it! i've been so out of it lately. i'm sorry i suck at life and your goodies are late.
Brandy - your RAK goes out for guessing Pretty Woman
Greta (Great) - i swear to you your birthday stuff (which i've been hoarding for almost a year) goes out tomorrow too! along with that Nanny Diaries book!
i also promise to pull out my scrapbook stuff this weekend and catch up on the gagillion cjs that i have and am holding hostage.
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this time of year always gets me down. (more than the rest of the year)
someone told me whatever it is you're doing on New Year's Eve when 12 o'clock rolls around is what you'll be doing the rest of the year. i was sitting on my bed crying. and YUP that has been the gist of my year thus far. and not because anything major is wrong. but just because i've had heightened sensitivity this year to stress, life, etc. maybe this is everyone and i should stop throwing my pity party. but this year it just seems to be one thing after another and even though things start looking up, a Check Engine Soon light comes on and immediately throws me into a panic. Just the IDEA that something else is lurking beyond my control and has the potential to turn my hair gray and break my face out and result in LOTS of comfort eating... frankly pisses me off! i spend 24/7 feeling "defeated" and that is just depressing. i'm not going to sit here and tell you i'm going to get better because i'm not into making promises i can't keep but i am going to tell you that i am STILL FIGHTING and it's gonna take a lot more than a Trojan Horse Virus x 67 to take me down...
posted by Just this Girl @ 6:23 AM
11 Comments:
First of all...That is B-S about new years. And second...you are a S-S-S (Super Strong Sista), so I have no worries and also,diets are completely overrated.
I'm thinkin about you lady! I like your new blog look! Sorry you've been feeling down. Life is shitting sometimes. Look on the bright side...even if your hair is turning grey at least it ain't falling out (mine effing is, grr). heart yoU!
Have missed you SO much!! Sending you lots of hugs and will email you soon so, we can set up a phone date...super excited!! Love that pic of your baby on the other post..what a cutie!!
HEY! Love this blog! Where did you get this one? It's gorgeous! And so easy to get around!
Anyway, it's been a rough year for a lot of people. Most likely doesn't make you feel any better. Just take it one day at a time, that's all you can do, that's all anyone can do!
HUGS!
I usually pretend that the light is just checking to see that he still works.
I ignore the light for as long as possible, because lets face it, if it can be ignored, it really isn't that big a deal, now is it?
But I hear doing that isn't really a good thing.
LOL
i have absolutely no idea what i did on new years this year. none. i can't for the life of me think of where i was. so that must be a good sign for the rest of my year? ;)
september is my absolutely favorite time of year. i know you'll get through this chriselda. i think you are one of the strongest people i know.
I love this time of year!! Sorry we don't share that love. I agree with you that time is going by super fast...wasn't it just August like last week?
miss you girl...keep fighting...your are the strongest person i know....kisses
can't wait to FINALLY get my birthday tags...lol
xoxox
{BIG HUGS}
here's hoping that everything gets better soon.
i wish i had better words of wisdom, but life blows the big dick on my end right now too!
Wow crazy new blog change. I like this one! Very pretty!
About that new year's... I was fearing for my life riding in the back of a POS car with two teenagers driving that I didn't even know in complete fog with Jason.
Chin up girl!
happy birthday today chica!
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