Just As i Am...

12.29.2005

just a wee bit random...

i haven't one of those random things in a while.
and i'm feeling rather random!!
this will be long
but somewhat pointless and maybe entertaining if you stick around...

first off - i scrapped yo! this is a new favorite of mine and it took me all of thirty minutes to make it! the arrow is my favorite part. (besides the christina cole paper) The title and lyrics at the bottom of the page are from Anna Nalick's "Consider This" song. This just really speaks to me!! See! i told you, April... this song would become a scrapbook page. I just really feel like this right now when it comes to love... just a warning to all the fellas - i'm not really ready to change. I am 100% insanity and i like it here! And for the most part... you'll just be wasting your time. I'm never going to change. I took that photo a few weeks ago and i swear people thought i was some kind of freak job out in the streets taking pictures of a traffic sign. but hey, i'm a photographer. i'm a symbolic person. i'm a scrapbooker. i'm a
blogger... and in that order too.


This is another page i did the other night. i'm beginning to realize i have a super simple style. i hate having to think of ways to use embellies. anyway, i would die if i didn't have foam stamps. so... here is another Anna Nalick inspired LO. this is the title track "wreck of the day" and that whole song - speaks. my awesome friend amy took this pic of me. I hate it. i look so angry. but it was serious. cause i'm serious. I seriously don't think i'm ready to be in a relationship. and some of you, who have been here with me for awhile, know that it's because i feel as though i don't have anything to bring to the table. and i don't mean i have nothing to offer - i mean - i am not ready to be active. not ready to meet someone halfway. therefore - i think i steer clear of it so love doesn't suck me in.

ok ok ok - no more yuck stuff.

the girl that made the christmas goodies at work (angela) got an ipod from her boyfriend for christmas. she's a little on the eccentric side - and she comes over and tells me that our ipods should be friends. so we introduce them. Her's is a guy, cause mine is in a pretty pink case and clearly a girl! So come to find out... they have a lot in common. Like Bloc Party, Coldplay, Wilco, Lisa Loeb (tee hee), and all kinds of other goodies. The only thing is that he's a a wee bit younger than she is. From another generation. And!!! He likes to boast about how big his hard drive is!!! jerk face! But, they hit it off. And i'll spare you the photos of them making out. (We really did let them kiss cause we're weird. Actually, angela's weird. i just played along because i thought it was funny). At least they're both wearing protection. No little nanos for me please....

this is the very reason i love my new little camera. I had to take laken to the pediatrician's office this morning. he's been tugging on his ears. so that means one thing EAR INFECTION. turns out, his ears are "perfect" and he's just fussy. and waking me up every two hours during the night. it's insane. and not fair. and wearing me out. so we're waiting in the room for ONE HOUR for the doctor to come in. laken starts his bottle and i'm talking to him about how beautiful he is with his long lashes and blah blah blah. and he shoots me this look! like "shut the hell up, i'm trying to eat and all your mush talk is going to make me lose my lunch." and it hits me!!! one day - he's not going to want to hear things like that. he's a boy. and one day - i'll no longer be the love in his life - i'll just be his mom. waaaaaaaa! what a little 'tude. Definitely my child. definitely.

in other news. that headlight that flew across the street a few weeks ago when i wrecked my car had to be special ordered. I called on it today and asked if it had come in. yup! so i drove across town to pick it up and this disgusting photo of me was taken holding up the silly little light! yeah! i don't have to be so ghetto anymore!

... and now i know where my son gets his double chin from.

blech!


my car really needs to be cleaned out. this is the back seat. two car seats. one for me and one for whoever it is that's on laken daycare pickup duty that day... and there's my pink jacket, and all kinds of other stuff. mail. blankets. laken's jacket from yesterday. ugh.

so disgusting. i live in my car. stroller. backpacks. leather jacket. shampoos from the salon. tupperware from this morning. ugh. the only good thing about this mess is that bag from old navy. i hit up the 50% sale in the entire store this morning. got all kinds of stuff for cheap cheap cheap.

oh yeah, can someone PLEEEEEEEEEEEEASE shack up with me in Vegas for CHA? i'm begging. i don't have a way to get into to CHA but i'll go to vegas!!! please!

11 Comments:

At 5:58 AM , Blogger island jen said...

OMG...lovin' all your pics with the brand new spankin' camera that I told you not to buy!! LOL!!

Love your new layouts, love Laken's 'tude...and dude...you're killin me with the boy/girl IPODS and little Nanos!!

 
At 9:00 AM , Blogger Brynne said...

Girl you crack me up. I love you randomness! Sorry i didn't call you back lastnight. UGH it was Thursday huh? Dang it! I'll call you today i promise!

 
At 1:22 PM , Blogger Jocelyn said...

I almost died laughing when you were talking about the iPods making out. And if they accidentally have Nanos, you would send one to me, right? LOL- that girl sounds funny. Those LOs rock man. I'll tell you again when we get closer to the time, but have fun at vegas and party hard!

 
At 2:05 PM , Blogger Raina* said...

Aww, Ipods need love too! Glad your pretty found a sweetie! But why oh why would you have spared us the 'making out pics'?

oh and...Laken's double chin....he could have very well gotten it from me too.

 
At 9:23 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

i've got some serious ipod envy going on...
lol!
love the randomness!

 
At 9:32 AM , Blogger Jen said...

So, IF I was going to Vegas...I would SOOO shack up with you. But I'm not. Long story, but I'm not. :(:(:(
Love your pics, you don't have a double chin stupid, you look hot. And I REALLy love the all serious one that you scrapped. Supah cool pic.
Love you!! Smile!! Love will come...someday....and boys are way overrated anyway.

 
At 9:50 AM , Blogger mikster said...

Have a super new year!

 
At 2:01 PM , Blogger caroline said...

yay for your scrappiness! i loooove them!

 
At 8:57 PM , Blogger Amy said...

LMFAO! You made me laugh....again! First those stupid reindeer cookies last week, now the ipods AND the backseat of your car! That rocks my effin' face off!

When do you want to go to Vegas?? Let me know and I'll try to swing something. I have the weekend of the 21st off. Yay me!

 
At 2:33 PM , Blogger Unknown said...

I wish I was going to CHA!!! I'm jealous. Your layouts look great girlie :) Glad you are scrapping again.

I keep telling Lee my iPod needs a mate ... hehehe.

 
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